Place to stay

Im at Ashleys house. Shes the girl on the cloaked horizons blog. Shes really scary and I really dont want to live with her but I really dont have a choice right now. Life is really interesting at her house. Strider is even more scary than her and her daughter is really a lot too smart for her age.
Im really glad to have a place to stay now because running was hard. Der großman showed up alot and I was always waking up to find him there staring at me.
There were proxies too and I got hurt by some of them. I think people are looking for me because I got out of the hospital. I was staying with a few people for a little bit but their house caught on fire too. I really dont know if theyre okay or if theyre dead. Im really scared and I want to go home but I cant.
I should have listened to all of you when you told me to stop I really really should have.

Ashley is okay even if she left me in the middle of a giant forest that had all sorts of weird monsters. She says shes going to teach me how to fight but only if I help herwith her german.

in new york
central park
outside art museum
come get me

Ive been gone

I havent been able to get online for a while because there was a fire in my house.  Nobody really knows how it was started but the only thing that survived was the box and my family and Im scared. My mother and brother in Germany cant come now and my father is in the hospital with burns.  I see things sometimes when Im not paying attention or when I close my eyes for too long.  Im not sleeping anymore but I still sometimes fall asleep and wake up in different places.  The doctors think Im in shock or something and some of them think that I might have seen what started the fire but I really dont remember it happening I dont know.

The doctors say Im sleepwalking and my hospital room is filled with the runes.  Theyre talking about taking me to another hospital they think Im crazy.  They want to give me medicine but Im scared of what it will really do to me.  How do I know they arent working with Der Großman?  I really think Im going to run.  I need a place to stay can someone help me?  Im in New Jersey.  

First page

I think its a letter. 

I zoomed in on thr red words because theyre faded and really hard to read. 

Mein Gott...

I need someone to translate these runes for me theyre everywhere.

.....

I know I havent posted in a really long time.... Theres just been so much going on..... I think I saw Der Großman. Im really not sure. The box has been getting really pushy. I woke up with it actually on top of my need this morning. It really scared me. I started recording myself like Med said to. Im the one thats been writing the rune things. I cant remember a lot of things I do on the camera.

And..... I really cant remember the past week. At all.

Too late

Im really really worried now
I tried ignoring the box and it isnt working. Every time that I put it in a corner it ends up in the middle of the room and if I cover it I always come back to find the blanket I put over it torn to shreds.  Im worried that I may see Der Großman soon and Im having really bad nightmares.  Theyre getting really a lot worse.

I don't know how to fight or use any weapons and I cant just run away from home.  I live with my dad because my mom still lives in Germany with my brother but he needs me and I cant just go.  What do I do?  Pleasepleaseplease help me.  I dont want this to happen to me I really really dont.

Also Ive been finding the same runes on those papers written on my walls and skin and Im starting to lose memories of some time. 

Done

Thats it I really cant do this anymore. I cant sleep and I keep hearing things and seeing things out of the corner of my eye. Im really jumpy and I feel like this box is calling me to it.

I threw the box out by the trash last night and its back in my room. I almost burned it but I heard a really loud bang coming from somewhere before I could. I cant get rid of the box no matter what I do with it it keeps showing back up.

I stopped reading the blogs. This really is the first time Ive even really been online. I really really need help now. Is it too late to get out of this?

Really Not Getting This

I really don't think any of your blogs are really scary at all.  They make me laugh sometimes but they really dont scare me.

Why am I having these dreams?

I mean I really did think it was really just these blogs and the Slender man thing but its really starting to get weird.  I really really dont like this.


Anyways

Someone just sent me a package from Germany.  I don't know who it was but it really has to be a joke or something because this is really weird. 

It was a cardboard box with a bunch of my grandmothers stuff in it.  It really wouldnt be weird if it werent for the type of stuff.  It was all really weird stuff that Ive never seen before but it has to be hers because......

theres a book in here with her hand writing in it and it looks like a diary.  But it talks about Der Großman.  Allot. And the operator symbol is in there everywhere.  There are candles in the box and a bunch of really weird papers.  They have this really weird writing on it I've never seen anything like it before. 

Could this.....
Could this all be real?

More Dreams

So I've been having more dreams and they're really weird.  I really think that I'm really just reading too many of these blogs before bed. 
On my last post a lot of you really freaked out and started telling me to stop or something bad would happen.  At least thats what I think you guys really were really trying to say. 

The only comment I got that really made any sense was this one:
 

Adam Nore7 June 2013 18:07

I personally just think its a Cult that follows this "Slender Man" and they call themselves "Proxies" but some of it is real just be careful.

 

 

So thank you Mr. Nore, I really appreciate it.

But I'm really really curious now because it still really doesn't make any sense.  If that's all thats really real then why are all of you pretending that all of it really is really real?

 

I guess I'm really just really confused.

 

I don't really want to talk about these dreams here.

Wow

So I was just looking around and I found all these blogs about 'Slender man' it's really cool.

I think it's really cool because my grandmother told me about Der Großman when I was little and it used to scare me so much! I really don't think it's real though. that would just be crazy!

Anyways I wanted to talk about a weird dream I had last night.

I was back in Germany and I was talking to my grandmother and she made tea. We talked for a really long time before anything really happened and it wasn't really anything really big. But she... changed I guess? She got really rude and started telling me to get out and that she never wanted to see me again. It was really scary and I started running into the forest near her house. It was different though. And one of the trees grabbed me with its branches. I woke up then but that was a really scary dream.

I guess the worst part is that my grandmother died last year and I never really got to say goodbye.

Hi There!

Well, I'm not really sure why I'm making this blog thing, but it should be fun! I've never really been able to do the whole diary thing, because it makes me feel like I'm talking to myself.

I mean, I don't really expect anybody to read this, because it'll just be me talking about my dreams and stuff.

Anyways!

My name is Astrid, I'm seventeen, and I just moved to America from Germany. I hope that you people will read my blog and I don't know but this could be fun!

See ya,
Astrid