I havent been able to get online for a while because there was a fire in my house. Nobody really knows how it was started but the only thing that survived was the box and my family and Im scared. My mother and brother in Germany cant come now and my father is in the hospital with burns. I see things sometimes when Im not paying attention or when I close my eyes for too long. Im not sleeping anymore but I still sometimes fall asleep and wake up in different places. The doctors think Im in shock or something and some of them think that I might have seen what started the fire but I really dont remember it happening I dont know.
The doctors say Im sleepwalking and my hospital room is filled with the runes. Theyre talking about taking me to another hospital they think Im crazy. They want to give me medicine but Im scared of what it will really do to me. How do I know they arent working with Der Großman? I really think Im going to run. I need a place to stay can someone help me? Im in New Jersey.
