In Germany

Ash took me back to here with the path.  I really didnt want to stay with her anymore because shes been getting really very scary.  I am staying away from my mother and brother.  I really don't want them getting hurt.  Ash gave me some weapons and I kindof know how to use them but Id really rather not.  I am posting this from a open wifi I found by someones house.  I will stay here for a little while

Place to stay

Im at Ashleys house. Shes the girl on the cloaked horizons blog. Shes really scary and I really dont want to live with her but I really dont have a choice right now. Life is really interesting at her house. Strider is even more scary than her and her daughter is really a lot too smart for her age.
Im really glad to have a place to stay now because running was hard. Der großman showed up alot and I was always waking up to find him there staring at me.
There were proxies too and I got hurt by some of them. I think people are looking for me because I got out of the hospital. I was staying with a few people for a little bit but their house caught on fire too. I really dont know if theyre okay or if theyre dead. Im really scared and I want to go home but I cant.
I should have listened to all of you when you told me to stop I really really should have.

Ashley is okay even if she left me in the middle of a giant forest that had all sorts of weird monsters. She says shes going to teach me how to fight but only if I help herwith her german.

in new york
central park
outside art museum
come get me

Ive been gone

I havent been able to get online for a while because there was a fire in my house.  Nobody really knows how it was started but the only thing that survived was the box and my family and Im scared. My mother and brother in Germany cant come now and my father is in the hospital with burns.  I see things sometimes when Im not paying attention or when I close my eyes for too long.  Im not sleeping anymore but I still sometimes fall asleep and wake up in different places.  The doctors think Im in shock or something and some of them think that I might have seen what started the fire but I really dont remember it happening I dont know.

The doctors say Im sleepwalking and my hospital room is filled with the runes.  Theyre talking about taking me to another hospital they think Im crazy.  They want to give me medicine but Im scared of what it will really do to me.  How do I know they arent working with Der Großman?  I really think Im going to run.  I need a place to stay can someone help me?  Im in New Jersey.  

First page

I think its a letter. 

I zoomed in on thr red words because theyre faded and really hard to read. 

Mein Gott...

I need someone to translate these runes for me theyre everywhere.

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I know I havent posted in a really long time.... Theres just been so much going on..... I think I saw Der Großman. Im really not sure. The box has been getting really pushy. I woke up with it actually on top of my need this morning. It really scared me. I started recording myself like Med said to. Im the one thats been writing the rune things. I cant remember a lot of things I do on the camera.

And..... I really cant remember the past week. At all.